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‘Big Colors’ Is Out: Why Is Redemption Still Not Offered To Ryan Adams?

Big Colors

Big Colors: Ryan Adams’ new album


Ryan Adams has released another album, ‘Big Colors,’ the second of the trilogy he was supposed to release before the 2019 NY Times article, and once again it’s complete mediatic silence. Like ‘Wednesdays,’ ‘Big Colors’ will be ignored by major publications, and at this point, his fans could not care less. If they are listening to the new album or even buying it, they have passed the don’t-care-what-people-think test and they are genuinely listening for their own pleasure.

It’s just a shame that any article about Ryan Adams’ music will have the necessary mention of the emotional abuse scandal, this unavoidable stain weighting over his head that journalists will mention till the end of time. We live in times of such political correctness that anyone writing about Adams and not mentioning his bad behavior would immediately feel guilty and would even fear retaliation or cancelation.

At the beginning of any review of one of his albums, should we say that we know he is a jerk, but that this should not prevent anyone from enjoying the music? Why are people still mad at him for this NY Times article when Chris Brown, who beat the shit out of Rihanna, still gets reviewed by Pitchfork in 2020? It’s not as if Brown had apologized and changed his behavior, he was even wishing death on the members of Chvrches 2 years ago. XXXTentacion is another example, ‘He will be remembered mostly for the unusually cruel violence he committed on vulnerable people, particularly his ex-girlfriend, crimes for which he never expressed remorse,’ wrote the Guardian, but the rapper still got many reviews in Pitchfork. Then just today, Doja Cat released a song, ‘Need to Know’ which got reviewed everywhere including Rolling Stone, whereas the track was produced by the controversial Dr. Luke, who has been accused of abuse and sexual assault by Kesha.

Isn’t the music industry completely hypocritical? Are there other forces behind Ryan Adams’ cancelation?

Ryan Adams may be a jerk, an asshole, whatever you want to call him, but we are not talking about XXXTentacion’s violent behavior, we are talking about someone behaving badly, someone being really bad at relationships. The emotional abuse claimed by the women is also the story of many other stories, it’s even commonplace. Needless to say, the history of rock & roll is paved with disastrous love triangles, and other incestuous affairs and any of these people could have claimed emotional abuse. I know it was the ‘70s, nobody was even thinking about such a thing, but people were also suffering in 1976.

The music industry has hidden people’s bad behavior for decades, because, let’s face it, if you take any rock star of the past, they were all problematic, all of them. But now we have entered the era of virtue signaling and things have changed, but not for the best.

Music has been made by people misbehaving badly since it exists. It’s not an excuse for bad behavior, but it just baffles me how some get canceled and other ones are never touched.

Adams was ‘canceled’ by America’s sweetheart, his ex-wife Mandy Moore, and the darling du jour, Phoebe Bridgers. Her recent success surely doesn’t help Ryan Adams’ redemption, on the contrary. Have you noticed how she is everywhere these days? Singing back-up vocals on Lorde’s last single, presenting Joan Baez’s Kennedy Center Honors (why? Really why?), headlining one of the days of Pitchfork’s music festival, playing Shaky Knees 2021, appearing on Jackson Browne’s new video or on a Showtime series, the girl is everywhere and there is not a day without a new article about Bridgers. She has either the best manager in the world or excellent music connections or probably both. This has been going on for a while, I saw her years ago, benefitting from great opening slots when she was completely unknown. She rides her current success with an attitude on Twitter (she insulted David Crosby after he reacted to her guitar smashing on SNL), she embraces the current PC culture (she says she is bisexual and tweet about social justice) and people love that. Good for her, it’s just rare to open for Bon Iver, Violent Femmes, Conor Oberst, The War on Drugs, The National with just one indie album under the belt, but Phoebe just did that.

It’s obvious that the success of Bridgers makes Ryan Adams’ path to redemption complicated or even impossible. Her fans will look at any attempt to paint Adams in a compassionate light as an outrage, and any mention of Adams in a Phoebe Bridgers article is only reinforcing their age difference when they dated and pointing to his emotionally abusive and controlling behavior.

However, everyone just forgets the earlier interviews. In this 2015 issue of the Diffuser, a grateful Phoebe said that Adams had compared her to Bob Dylan. In this issue of Exclaim! (published in January 2018) Bridgers declared the following when she said she had confronted him to the fact that he wanted to see a photo before working with her: ‘He’s a confusing person talking about that kind of stuff. I think that overall Ryan’s a good person, I can’t even remember what he said to me, he probably babbled at me, but he definitely listened. He let me talk.’

She and Ryan dated in 2014 and their relationship was over shortly after since she was linked to Marshall Vore in 2015. This means that she and Adams had already broken up for 4 years when she declared ‘He let me talk’ and ‘Nobody’s one thing. We had a great time on tour last year.’ But a year later, the story had completely changed. Don’t tell me Adams was controlling what she was saying in 2018, her career was already on the upswing, and don’t tell me she was afraid to say anything: a look at her Twitter feed shows this girl is not afraid of anyone. This doesn’t mean she is lying either, but the least we can say is that nuances were completely lacking in this infamous New York Times article. How could she have gone from a ‘I think that overall Ryan’s a good person,’ to a ‘he is an abuser’ narrative in just one year when the relationship had happened 5 years earlier? It’s just that everything about this girl seems a bit too calculated. Ryan Adams can still be an asshole and Phoebe Bridgers a talented but calculating social climber. Both can coexist, but not in the current culture that is throwing nuances through the window and exacerbating a simplistic vision of the world.

As for the never-ending debate about the art and the artist and how to deal with the art of problematic artists, Pitchfork published this article in January 2019, asking precisely the same questions, but ironically bringing much more nuances: ‘Two years from now, or two weeks from now, or in two hours, we will learn, again, that we are in an intimate relationship with a piece of music made by someone who has done or said things we cannot abide. […] We can choose to not play their music anymore, we can decry their actions for our friends and family to see. But the music itself will not stop whispering to us. We will keep these bad dreams. Perhaps we should learn to be alive to their presence, to acknowledge the ways they have moved and changed us.’ Isn’t it completely hypocritical they were writing this as a conclusion, just a month before the publication of the NY Times that made them cancel Adams forever? They look completely stupid if you want my opinion.

But separating the art from the artist is probably the wrong question, most people cannot do it, especially in 2021. Nick Cave offered another perspective in one of his recent Red Hand Files: ‘I don’t think we can separate the art from the artist, nor should we need to. I think we can look at a piece of art as the transformed or redeemed aspect of an artist, and marvel at the miraculous journey that the work of art has taken to arrive at the better part of the artist’s nature,’ he wrote. ’That bad people make good art is a cause for hope. To be human is to transgress, of that, we can be sure, yet we all have the opportunity for redemption, to rise above the more lamentable parts of our nature, to do good in spite of ourselves, to make beauty from the unbeautiful, and to have the courage to present our better selves to the world.’ As usual. the entire thing is elegantly written, but the idea of art as transcendence looks like a foreign idea in a media world that doesn’t want to touch Ryan Adams’ new album.

I will listen to ‘Big Colors’ whatever people say, and I am not the only one. It sounds like an eclectic piece of music with big rockers, ‘80s-inspired pieces, and melancholic ballads: Ryan paints in bold colors while using his entire pallet and if you continue with the painting metaphor, remember that visual artists were no better than rock stars: Picasso treated the numerous women of his life like shit and disposable objects, Jackson Pollock was an abusive alcoholic and Paul Gauguin gave syphilis to his adolescent Tahitian lovers. Meanwhile, some of their respective paintings are among the most expensive ones in the world.

For years, people have tried to cancel Morrissey because of his offensive comments and his misguided support of the far-right ‘For Britain’ party. However, the tickets for Cruel World Fest, a festival headlined by Morrissey, went on sale this morning and the event sold out in just a few hours. What does this say about the public? What does it say about the supposed cancel culture? It simply shows that people will do whatever they want in the end. It simply says that Ryan Adams will continue to release music and people will listen.


  1. Stella D'maris on June 14, 2021 at 9:36 pm


    • Jsantz on July 13, 2021 at 2:54 pm

      Very well said . Great read, and pretty much sums up how I feel about it!

  2. Philip Gluckman on June 15, 2021 at 1:54 am

    Spot on article

    • Brooke on December 4, 2021 at 11:56 am

      I don’t jive with the allegations of Phoebe Bridgers being a calculated social climber, mostly based on my own experience of taking a long time to process and name abuse, but the rest of the article is spot on.

  3. Lee Martin on June 15, 2021 at 5:36 am

    Absolutely bang on!

  4. Tara on June 15, 2021 at 12:18 pm

    I could not have added a thing to this article. Perfectly said.

  5. J Shepherd on June 15, 2021 at 3:25 pm

    Well reasoned and perfectly expressed

  6. Jerri dickseski on June 15, 2021 at 4:13 pm

    Heck yes. Finally some logic.

  7. Gregg McQuarrie on June 16, 2021 at 1:58 am

    A true reflection of the penalised and non penalised. An observation of the often visible vs the hidden. No one is saying such artists actions are acceptable but the termination of the recognition of ones creativity and not the others because music critics now fear the judgment of diverting from political correctness to share the appreciation of ones art makes me realise there are very few true music journalists out there but rather a continued growth in the number of sheep within the review and music industry that are happy to remain part of the flock. Thanks for being one of the few doing your job fearlessly and with integrity.

    • Wendy on July 23, 2021 at 11:52 am

      Ryan produced a great album and this was a great article. Well done.

  8. Kim Young-Calton on June 17, 2021 at 3:00 am

    Well said! Perfection, just like Ryans music!

  9. Bobby Martin on June 17, 2021 at 8:12 am

    Extremely well written and explained. The NY Times article about Ryan Adams rubbed me wrong. We could probably write such an article about most artists. This article by Alysonhelps clarify the many contradictions of The NY Times piece.

  10. Vanessa on July 12, 2021 at 1:15 pm

    Agree. No one is infallible. Abs that would be boring. This cancel culture we are in is offensive in itself.

  11. Dr David D Sands on July 13, 2021 at 7:01 am

    Great to read a balanced article for a change about the current negativity aimed at Ryan Adams – in online articles/media.
    There appears to be double standards at play – one rule for those riding roughshod over him after his fall from grace – and another for a gifted singer songwriter who has clearly produced consistently great live performances and musicianship alongside his recordings.

  12. Tom Norden on July 13, 2021 at 11:11 am

    Excellent article! I am so glad to hear a positive article for a change!

  13. Ms. Huh on July 17, 2021 at 3:59 pm

    Agree with you 100 percent. Always felt that there was an agenda with these 2 ladies.

  14. Mark on July 17, 2021 at 6:03 pm

    Eh, the being an a-hole thing bothers me way less than the allegations regarding the underage girl. I find that a lot more problematic.

    • Alyson on July 18, 2021 at 11:37 am

      But the investigation closed in 2019, he was never charged with any crime and no one announced it. That’s not very honest:
      “Ultimately, the FBI found no evidence that would support charging Ryan with a crime, and closed its investigation, without charges, in the fall of 2019.”

      • Ijeff on December 31, 2021 at 10:33 am

        Which part is not very honest? Are you referring to the part about announcing it? I guess you took that statement literally. I never heard of Page Six which I understand is more of a gossip column. Did the NY Times announce it? Did other mainstream media outlets announce it? If other media did report it how prominently did they do so? I believe that was the point.

        • Alyson on January 1, 2022 at 1:35 pm

          yes, nobody announced that the FBI investigation was dropped in the fall of 2019. When you make such accusations, a follow-up should be the norm. Page Six may be a gossip page, but they were correct. LA Mag is the only news outlet that made the effort to check with Adams and his lawyer:

          “Adams’s lawyer, Andrew B. Brettler, confirms that the FBI searched the singer’s iCloud account and, he believes, the musician’s email and Facebook accounts. Adams was never interviewed by the FBI. In the end, nothing was found to prove a pattern of illegal behavior with underage girls, and the investigation was dropped in the fall of 2019. Adams’s lawyer was informed by the FBI in a phone call soon after.”

          Don’t you think that the NY Times or any other media outlet that published the accusations should have done the same thing? They did not and that is not professional. Most people still think Adams is a horrible pedophile and it’s ridiculous.

    • Ryan Scofield on July 30, 2021 at 10:34 am

      Mark, if you had only taken the amount of time it took you to write your comment, and googled FBI Ryan Adams, you would have cleared up the libelous allegation the hacks at the NYT spewed.

  15. James Mendozza on July 19, 2021 at 12:07 pm

    Great job, great content, excellent analysis. I concur, the hypocrisy flies high these days, and money talks, as always.

    I have just started listening to the album and it is great. Lot’s of nostalgia sounds and well-crafted songs. it talks of quality and purpose. I like it.

  16. joe on July 27, 2021 at 6:36 pm

    Yeah, I don’t understand the inconstancy with how “cancel-culture” works.
    I suppose people who still make money for others (like Brown) don’t really get canceled, but people who don’t pull in as much money (like Adams) for people with power will be more likely canceled.

  17. B on July 29, 2021 at 5:44 pm

    Thank you Alyson for this in depth article and saying what needed to be said. You have more courage than most of the music journalists out there.

  18. Penelope on July 29, 2021 at 9:46 pm

    Finally!!! A well written article that perfectly emulates what I’ve been thinking all along. Thank you!

  19. Linda on July 30, 2021 at 12:21 am

    I wonder if either Mandy Moore or Phoebe Bridgers have any clue regarding Browne’s history of domestic violence? Browne performed at Moore’s latest wedding to the Dawes guitarist. Bridgers appears in Brownes recent music video? Um, hypocritical much girls?

    • Maria Copeland on July 30, 2021 at 3:44 pm

      Exactly this!

    • ML on February 5, 2022 at 9:20 am

      I was thinking the same thing…….

  20. Ryan Scofield on July 30, 2021 at 10:36 am

    Genuinely great article! Well worth the read!

  21. Morgan McGuire on August 12, 2021 at 6:43 pm

    Great article and I am glad to hear someone with some sense writing about this whole situation. Thank you for your courage and common sense.

  22. Ani on September 7, 2021 at 10:07 pm

    Well Done! The FBI cleared him. That girl lied. Phoebe and Mandy are riding the publicity train to keep the spotlight on themselves- neither are talented! They are mediocre at best. He was probably flattered to be approached by them. So, he promised to help them. Then he woke up and realised that he would be doing ‘heavy lifting’ or they wanted too much help so he started to avoid the topic, thinking the relationship was still viable. Nope, because that wasn’t why they were with him. They wanted him to write and produce. They probably expected him to play and sing back-up too.

  23. Ryan on September 19, 2021 at 2:08 pm

    Admittedly, I read the article once and don’t thoroughly remember it. But, if these women hooked up with him on the premise that it would help their careers and it didn’t, they’re not innocent either. Now the emotional abuse, yes he seems like kind of a-hole. They should have ended the relationship(s). There is not better songwriter in the 21st century. I do prefer his older stuff. His newer “80s” stuff sounds a little empty to me. Hard to explain

  24. Simon Clark on September 24, 2021 at 4:07 am

    Great article, many of us like Ryan because he is a fragile flawed genius. No doubt he’s been shitty boyfriend material at times and no doubt some of those ladies went into a relationship not knowing this, and no doubt some of them went into it knowing exactly what both of them wanted from the relationship.

    But that wasn’t the worry was it, sure the press painted his as all sorts of asshole because of comments from Moore and Bridgers. The real issue (or not) was the texting/sexting with a minor. I’d like to see that cleared up before I pin my flag to him once again.

  25. Robin Jones on November 3, 2021 at 1:05 pm

    The Problem seems to be that if you portray yourself as a bad boy in music, you can get away with a lot of things, but if you portray yourself as a good guy, like Ryan, and then get found out, it’s curtains

  26. MJ on November 5, 2021 at 11:05 pm

    Then why not actually review the album and leave it all the garbage about him? Yes we all know the history…..

    • admin on November 6, 2021 at 5:20 am

      she did review it elsewhere -try the search button – IL

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